mercredi 28 septembre 2011

Bumpy re-entry

Entering the United States, was a much more chaotic and damaging event than any one had predicted it would be. I was arriving in the U.S. 4 days prior to my original date to surprise my lovely boyfriend. And it might have worked. If my planes landing gear hadn't exploded and shot up into the jet engine when we landed in Chicago O'Hare.

I was totally the lucky girl who got to jump out of a plane on a huge inflatable slide. Obviously the United States wasn't happy to see me again. This incident was one of the most frustrating of my life. I had been awake for 36 hours, I just wanted to land in Grand Rapids, and surprise Nick after 3 months of being away. And instead I was detained for 6 hours waiting for the plane to be cleared, to retrieve my luggage, and board the next plane to Grand Rapids, Michigan. I finally arrived there at 11:30pm G.R. time. Which is 5:30 am Paris time. My surprise was ruined my faith in American airlines was ruined, but I was entirely all smiles.

I had just ended the most amazing summer of my life. I mean it ended with a BANG! But, I was home. I was home!!! I remember cuddling into bed that night, and thinking about my silly life. All of my friends agreed that I was totally the kind of girl who would crash land back into reality. No one was really surprised that this sort of thing had happened to me. And to be honest....neither was I!!

Because I left everyone hanging...

So, obviously the summer is over. I am back in the United States. I am back in Michigan. And I am back at Northern Michigan University. At first, I didn't miss Paris at all. I was just so happy to be home. I was so happy to have everything I am familiar with back in front of me. And then I went into the grocery store. I was overwhelmed by the choices in an American Grocery store. I was overwhelmed by the size of everything. It was hard to handle. I nearly broke down in tears trying to find some cookies. That was when I realized I missed Paris. I miss the lazy days in front of the Eiffel Tower, dinners with my host mother, the metro.

My last few weeks in Paris were amazing. I made it to all the museums I had wanted to visit. I went to the Orsay, the Orangerie, the Louvre, the Opera House, the Carnavalet. I went into Montmartre and wandered the streets with Annick. I enjoyed all the french treats I had grown to love. I visited the Eiffel Tower, the Notre Dame. I wandered the streets, and said good bye to all the things that had grown so familiar to me. I was a Parisian then. I had become the girl who could ride the metro without smiling to ward off unwanted attention. I could order anything off the menu in French. I could guide tourists along the metro with ease. I could even scoff at the influx of visitors to Paris.

I was in love with Paris. But, there was so much appeal to leaving. I felt like my time there was over and done with. So I took a vacation from Paris, and met my high school best friend in Rome, Italy. I liked Rome. The pasta, the monuments, the history. I think the Colosseum ended up being the high light of my summer. Seeing Ariel there was an experience. I see her only about once a year, and here I was exploring foreign lands with her. And it was AMAZING. I did get lost on my entry into Rome, I got off the bus on the wrong side of the river. I didn't have a map. But, I found my way to where I needed to be. And although a little late and a little scared, I arrived safely.

Traveling alone is something so empowering. And so terrifying. I prefer traveling with someone, I decided. But, the things I learned about myself in my journey from Paris to Rome and back to Paris were monumental to the person I'm becoming. I arrived back in Paris, on August. 3rd, and stayed for three nights there saying goodbye to my new love. On the morning of August 6th, I returned to 4 Rue St. Hubert. And met up with Annick my lovely host mother. I picked up my excess luggage and she took me to the bus. Saying goodbye to her was like saying good bye to not only a great friend but also your grand mother. I boarded the bus. With teary eyes and said  "au revoir, Paris."